So, the great agent hunt continues. It takes forever to do it right, to read as much as you can and to write…and re-write each letter so it doesn’t sound like a cut and paste, tasteless plea.

And you try and wait. Agents and editors all sort of like you to wait until they respond, but I think they know that it’s unlikely. They get deluged by so many emails…queries, questions, spam…that it is hard to get through it all in an eight hour work day. The shot gun approach to this is tempting, but not really good. If you don’t get what I mean, the shot gun approach is what we used to call blindly querying everyone all at once…just shoot blindly and hope you hit a target. I’m trying to be picky, to choose wisely. Every agent I query I believe in, I think that I’d genuinely like to work with them. I read their twitter feeds or their blogs, I think about my story and see if it fits what they like, I look at what they have sold.

You see, now that Chocolatier’s Wife is out of print, I am having a hard time, mentally. It’s the book I have the easiest time with…the one I am proudest of, the one with the best reviews, the one that more people want sequels to. The other two books are wonderful…and because I am fond and loyal to Zumaya, I want to offer it to my editor and see if she would like it because she and Zumaya have been amazing to me, but, on the other hand, I’m itchy. I feel like I’m doing a terrible job at being a Published Author and I want to…I don’t know. Explore new paths. Start over. And I am worried that CW will have a harder time finding a home because she was published, even though the publisher was small and is out of business, so I’m hoping that an agent will help because it’s another professional who believes in the book.

People who have been small press published authors for awhile often feel like you’re wasting your time with agents. And many people have done well…very well…without an agent, so it’s not (all) sour grapes. And so they will shake their head sadly at me, reading this.

And part of me is like, “This is my best book! I have to get it back out there! I’m losing momentum!”

But here is the painful truth.

No one’s path is the same. I don’t generally bother reading any book about writing because I know how to write, and I learn how to write better all the time by practicing and by reading widely. There’s nothing wrong with learn how to write books…if you don’t have to be a girl with a bachelor’s in creative writing (me, me!) then maybe it’s data that you need to stick into your head. But really. No one’s path is the same, so there’s no book out there with a step by step process.

Every time you send out a query, it’s a dice roll. Taste is hitched partly to mood. Yes, you like what you like, but you are more or less forgiving depending on your mood. I’m not impugning anyone professionally, but it’s got to play in there. Crappy days will make anyone less receptive, despite their best efforts.

Every step, in fact, is a dice roll. That enough people will write good reviews that enough people will read that enough people will share on Facebook. It’s all about luck.

Well, mostly. It’s also about being talented, but not always. I guess we can say…talented to someone? Or talented to enough people?

So, there’s nothing wrong with trying agents. Then, if that doesn’t work, making another plan of attack. It’s like any problem, you just have to nibble at it until it comes clean.

I don’t think this is what I meant to post about. But that’s good enough for now. I hope you’re all doing well.



Two awesome interviews in one week…what’s a girl to do with all this wonderful company? So…sit back, and let me introduce you to Melissa Miller.

Tell us about the inspiration for your book?

You know, it’s so hard to articulate. Different pieces of the plot were percolating in my mind for a long time, and they coalesced into the book. I knew I wanted to write a thriller. I knew I wanted to have a tough female protagonist. The idea of a smartphone app that could control a plane just sort of came to me one day. I sat down to write that book with a female commercial pilot as the main character, but she turned into a female attorney. Once the main character was a lawyer, the ethical obligations that lawyers are bound to follow came into play. And, everything flowed from there.

What genres do you write in? What are your other books?

I mainly write crime fiction. In addition to Irreparable Harm, I have a set of crime fiction shorts called Dark Blooms, which is available electronically only. My next book, Inadvertent Disclosure, which will be available later this month, is another legal thriller featuring Sasha McCandless. I have a series in mind for Sasha and am working on the third legal thriller now, with plans for more. I also have a crime fiction novella in the works, as well as a YA suspense novel, which I am really excited about, and a women’s fiction novel in the style of Karen McQuestion or Jodi Picoult. The problem I have is finding the time to get them all from brain to paper!

How does what you are writing effect what you choose to read?

That’s an interesting question. I know some authors won’t read in their genre while they have a work in progress to avoid being influenced. I love thrillers too much to go on a book diet! I continue to read
thrillers even when I am actively working on one of the Sasha books. I think she is sufficiently different from the characters who I read (Lee Child’s Jack Reacher, Michael Connelly’s Mickey Haller, etc.) that it’s safe to indulge. I do try to avoid female protagonists while writing, so I save Karin Slaughter, CJ Lyons, and Jamie Freveletti books for when I am editing. That said, I recently read the sample of Toni Wiggins’ Bad Water and had to buy it! So far, I have managed to resist reading it, though. I also rely on my sister and friends to recommend non-thrillers. For instance, I might not have picked up The Help, Little Bee, or Anthropology of an American Girl if they hadn’t recommended them, but I feel richer for having read them.

If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you go?

It’d definitely be somewhere on the water. Lakefront, oceanfront, doesn’t really matter where, but being able to look out a window and see the water—or better yet, sit on a deck and hear the waves—does my soul good.

How do you feel about time travel? Is there anywhere you would like to visit?

I’m in the camp who thinks time travel is pretty dangerous in that you don’t want to be responsible for changing history. That said, if I was sure I could return and that I would arrive clothed (unlike the man in The Time Traveler’s Wife), I’d check out medieval England. I know it was a brutal, hard life, but my undergraduate major was English with concentrations in Medieval Literature and Creative Writing. The time period fascinates me. And, as a bonus, I can read Middle English, so, you know, I’d be able to get around. But, as I think about this more, the clothing thing really is a problem. I guess I’d dress in period garb before I left the present, so I could blend in. Now, I have to decide—serving wench or Lady?

If you could go to a party and meet any one of your characters, who would it be? What would you ask them?

Wow, tough question. I wouldn’t talk to Sasha, because we spend plenty of time together as it is, and many of my other characters are attorneys or work at law firms. I get to talk to lawyers all the time in my real life, so I think I’d want to run into Daniel, who is Sasha’s Krav Maga instructor. I’d try to pick up some great self-defense tips.

If you could be an amusement park ride, what would you be?

I think I’d have to say an old-fashioned wooden roller coaster. I like speed and heights, but unfortunately, going in circles makes me queasy. I do like a good thrill, though.

What is the biggest surprise you’ve ever gotten while writing?

It’s a spoiler, so I won’t go into detail, but as I was writing Irreparable Harm, two of my characters developed a relationship that I hadn’t planned. I routinely get surprised by plot twists and by tidbits that I write and only later realize are significant to my story.

What makes you happy?

There’s a long list of things that make me happy. I think the closest I come to sheer joy is when our family is just hanging out at home and our boys are playing with the baby. All three kids will be laughing, and Sara will do this excited little dance. My husband and I will make eye contact and just smile. It’s the perfect moment.

Do you have any preparations for writing…any “writing superstitions” such as only using certain pens or writing during a certain time of day?

I don’t have any real routines, because my writing is pretty catch as catch can. I do usually write with a cup of coffee at my elbow. If I’m under a deadline, I will fire up a good playlist of music. The closest thing to a superstition is that when I have a draft fit for others’ eyes, my husband is always my first reader and a dear friend from law school is my second reader. I don’t think I would alter that routine for anything.

What are you going to work on next?

Once I finish the third Sasha McCandless book, I think I will take a break from her world and turn to either the YA project or the novella. It will depend on my mood at the time, I guess!

How do you balance your writing life and everything else?

Ha ha, I wish I knew how to balance better! My husband and I run a two-person law firm and we have three kids, who are six, four, and fifteen months old. My life is more chaotic than balanced, but I like it that way. I try to write early in the morning before the rest of the family wakes up or late at night after everyone is asleep. My wonderfully supportive husband also has given me the combined birthday/early Christmas gift of two mornings a week to write in solitude. Aside from those chunks of time, I squeeze in 250 words waiting to pickup our oldest from kindergarten or 20 minutes when the baby is napping. It’s not pretty, but it works!

If there could be one word to describe you, what would you like it to be?

Fulfilled. And, I am!

What do you do for fun when you aren’t writing?

I’m an occasional runner, golfer, and yoga student, but if I’m not working or writing, chances are I’m playing with my kids.

What’s the best way to bribe you?

Hmm. There are so many ways. In the morning, a cup of coffee could get me to do your bidding. In the evening, a nice cold beer. Dark chocolate works any time of day or night!



We’re today’s stop on Emlyn Chand’s blog tour…pull up and seat and read her awesome responses to my horrid grilling…*grins*

Tell us about the inspiration for your book?
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Everything started with a single image—my face in these tacky oversized sunglasses reflecting out at me from the car’s side mirror. I was daydreaming while my husband drove us across Michigan for my sister’s wedding. Something about my image really struck me in an almost horrific way. I felt the glasses made me look blind but found it so weird that there was still a clear image within them; it seemed so contradictory. At the time, my book club was reading The Odyssey, which features the blind Theban prophet, Tieresias. I started thinking about what it would be like to have non-visual visions of the future and began forming a modern Tieresias in my mind. Lo and behold, Alex Kosmitoras was born. I didn’t want him to be alone in his psychic subculture, so I found other characters with other powers to keep him company. Thank God for my poor fashion sense. 

What genres do you write in? What are your other books?

I’m a YA writer through and through, but that wasn’t always the case. Actually, my first novel was literary women’s fiction. It didn’t capture who I am or what my strengths are— that’s why it’s taken up permanent residence in my desk drawer. When I was ready to write my second novel, I had 4 ideas that really excited me—a dystopian novel, historical fiction, chick lit, and what became Farsighted. I thought each idea out and wrote sample pages or character sketches as practice (I call this the left-brained approach to brainstorming books as described in the article I wrote here). The Farsighted pages were the easiest to write, and they were the ones my trusted beta readers liked best too, so I decided to give it a try.

How does what you are writing effect what you choose to read?
It really doesn’t. My reading influences my writing more than the other way around. In truth, I’m influenced by everything I read (for better or worse). My primary influences are JK Rowling for awesome world-building and unrivaled dialogue-writing skill, Anne M Martin for first making me love books, John Irving for incredible characterization, Suzanne Collins for riveting action, and Vladimir Nabokov for seamless and beautiful prose.
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If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you go?

Honestly, I’d probably stay right here in Ann Arbor. I love to travel both literally and with my imagination, but having a place to come home too that I know and love? It’s priceless. Gosh, I feel like a Mastercard commercial :-D

How do you feel about time travel? Is there anywhere you would like to visit?

Time travel is pretty cool. I’ve been hooked on the concept ever since I read HG Wells’s Time Machine. I would NOT travel to the place in time that is populated by Eloi and Morlocks, because that is scary! But I would love the chance to hob-knob with the governesses of 19th century Britain ala Jane Eyre and Becky Sharp.

If you could go to a party and meet any one of your characters, who would it be? What would you ask them?

Definitely Shapri. Not only is she the most fun of all my characters, but she’s also the kind of the person I wish I could have been like back when I was younger. She’s strong, always true to herself, and won’t let anyone disrespect her. Sure, she has fears, but we all do. Shapri is the kind of girl I would love to be friends with. You know she’ll always go to bat for you when you’re too tired to step up to the plate. I wouldn’t ask her too many questions, because she doesn’t like being grilled. I’d just let her take the lead and let the fun flow from there.

If you could be an amusement park ride, what would you be?

The tilt-a-whirl. I spin so fast it tends to make people sick, but I operate in the manner that is intended for me. Love it or hate it? You don’t have to ride this ride ;-)

What is the biggest surprise you’ve ever gotten while writing?

For each manuscript I write, I have one minor character who refuses to remain minor. These players take over the stage and throw-out my previous plans. In Farsighted, this character was Shapri. I just openly admitted to her being my favorite and many readers adore her as well, but she was not supposed to be a main character. She demanded it, and I’m so glad I listened!

What makes you happy?

Good books. Working hard at my dream. Hearing that others enjoy the products of said dream. And, of course, spending time with my sweet and cuddly parrot.

Do you have any preparations for writing…any “writing superstitions” such as only using certain pens or writing during a certain time of day?

Nope, no superstitions. But I do have unusual writing habits. I NEED to lock myself up at a coffee house or bake shop for hours on end in order to be productive. There’s something about the soothing hum of these environments that puts me to work. I call this holding myself “writing hostage.” Luckily for me, my captive is more than humane.

What are you going to work on next?

I’m working on book two in the Farsighted series. It’s called Open Heart and will be written from the point-of-view of a different main character. I’m also toying with the idea of a special hardcover edition of Farsighted Book 1 with new chapters added to the end and a sneak peek of Open Heart.

How do you balance your writing life and everything else?

Well, I don’t! Everything else in my life is out of whack. I run my own business (Novel Publicity) and work anywhere from 13 to 17 hours per day. Every day. This does not leave time for social interactions, family, taking care of my health, or any sort of leisure activity.

Ultimately, My day is quite simple. Wake up (usually anywhere from 2 AM to 6 AM depending on how much I need to get done). Work until 7 PM. Eat dinner with my husband. Either watch television or read a book until I fall asleep. Repeat on loop. When I’m actively writing (as opposed to editing or marketing my work), I like to write at least 1 1/2 hours first thing in the morning. I go to Biggby or Panera to get it done. The rest is devoted to my burgeoning business, Novel Publicity.

Hey, didn’t somebody important say, “far and away the best prize that life has to offer is the chance to work hard at work worth doing?” I don’t mind having to give-up the other parts of my life to pursue my work, because I love it. I know I’ll eventually need to achieve a better balance, but for now, I’m content to push the pedal to the metal.

If there could be one word to describe you, what would you like it to be?

Ambitious.

What do you do for fun when you aren’t writing?

Haha, I work. But since I run my own business and love my job (I market books, c’mon), my work IS fun.

What’s the best way to bribe you?

Show me repeated kindness and encouragement and you won’t have to bribe me. I’ll go out of my way to repay people like that. I believe one good turn deserves another… and another.

And now for her bio…and where you can find her on the web!

Emlyn Chand has always loved to hear and tell stories, having emerged from the womb with a fountain pen grasped firmly in her left hand (true story). When she’s not writing, she runs a large book club in Ann Arbor and is the president of author PR firm, Novel Publicity. Emlyn loves to connect with readers and is available throughout the social media interweb. Visit www.emlynchand.com for more info. Don’t forget to say “hi” to her sun conure Ducky!

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SUPER AWESOME BOOK TRAILER: http://youtu.be/tZjskE5zjzM



This Saturday was the Rapier and Costume Academy in Pittsburgh. I really loved it and hope we have one every year. I am inspired to go back to an idea of what I have been playing with for many years…to distill down the similarities and the differences in the different old masters of rapier styles so that you can, technically, look at the sheet, look at the fencer, and sort of guess what they are doing. I’d love to make accompanying flash cards with a mini check list…”OK, he’s standing with his feet together, but it’s not Spanish because he’s leaning forward…oh! It’s Swetham!”

But basically I would like it to be a basic primer to give people a simple understanding of what the styles are. I think if I did it I would finally get better at explaining what is what, or if I was watching a “By the Book” tourney, I could appreciate what is being done better.

I was given a Comet Vert, for being a friend of the Barony, which was amazing, but even cooler was the fact that several of the people at my fencing practice also received awards. I was standing behind the Royals, retaining, and so I had the perfect view of their faces. What happens when you receive awards in the SCA, if you do not know, is that it is done during court, and the king or queen will be whispered to before the award by the bard, telling them a couple of cool things so that they are prepared to speak. Then the person is called up, and they sort of do a take and then they come up and kneel in front of the King and Queen, and one or the other speaks of their awesomeness. Usually things like service or their arts or their martial ability. And the herald reads the scroll that is about to be handed to the recipient, the King and Queen help them stand, and then everyone cheers as the person toddles away with their beautiful scroll. It’s pretty awesome, even more so when you know the person…and so I was standing there, watching the faces of my friends as Nice Things were being said about them. Two of them peeked up and glared at me. I knew I was grinning like an idiot, but I was genuinely happy. These are good people…hard workers, passionate about what they do, and they deserved to be recognized for that hard work and love.

Did not win Nanowrimo. Partly because I got stopped on the book I was supposed to be writing but I knew what was happening in another one, so I said, “OK…well, I’d rather do that, then.” Writing is slow. But it’s going, so thank God for that.

I am also slowly looking for an agent for The Chocolatier’s Wife. She needs a new home.

And that’s my news…



I feel like all I do is either complain or not write so I won’t complain, so I wanted to talk about INXS.

I don’t remember if I told you and am too lazy to look, but I will admit, I was a horrid INXS fan girl. I even…belonged to the club! Which was cool because the members of the club would pass around “slambooks” with lots of addresses, and at one time I had about 28 pen pals, from all over the world.

My first rock concert, after several aborted attempts to see either them or U2 with my friend Barb, was their last official concert before Micheal Hutchence died. It was *amazing*. I remember begging my boyfriend to take me because it was close enough to my birthday to count as a present and I desperately, terribly, wanted to go. For my birthday I got a little, Dollar store dresser for a doll house…and in one of the drawers there was a pair of tiny, tiny INXS tickets. As much as I complain about my EX, he did do a couple of things right.

Anyway. Before I go and tell you the only other good story that I can think of off hand about him, which is how he proposed (it was incredbly nerdy. Magic Cards were involved. I thought it was adorable.) I shall go on and say that, after Micheal died, I was really sad, and thought, well, that group is done.

And they did not, point of fact, prove me wrong. The TV show they did to find a new lead singer kind of disappointed me. The new front man, J.D. Fortune, sounded like he was trying to imitate Micheal…and the album, switch…I hated it. I don’t *mind* the single from it, “Dirty Vegas”…partly because it sounds really INXS-like to me. But the rest, blah. And the new album of other people singing their old songs? Puh-lease.

So, when they got a new front guy I was like, “I don’t care. I’m not even sure why I “liked” INXS on Facebook.” But today, out of curiosity, I listened to “Tiny Summer”, the new single…and I really, really like it. It doesn’t sound much like INXS at all…which is a *good* thing. It’s really quiet and soothing and sweet. Go listen to eet!
In fact, the more I listen, the more I love it.

It would be nice, if they could recover. It would be nice, to have a new INXS album and feel excited…to have that “Can’t wait to get this home and listen over and over!” feelings again. (Though, more likely, it will be “can’t wait until I download this and put it on my mp3 player.”)



Today’s guest is Peter Balaskas…we’re a stop on his blog tour today. Please read on for a fun, lovely interview…how can you not like someone who uses the phrase “Therein lies the rub”?

Please tell us about your latest book. What inspired you to write it?inouthouseweb

My first published book was a short novel called THE GRANDMASTER, which was also published by Bards and Sages Press. I have been outlining a whole series of stories (short stories to novels) which stems from that short novel (what I call the Wagner Mythos tales). A few of those short stories have been published; one story, “A Bottle of Jyn” was another Bards and Sages publication. After THE GRANDMASTER, the logical step was to write the first story of that series; THE GRANDMASTER, chronologically, takes place in the middle of that timeline. So, I would be writing a number of “prequel” novels, for lack of a better term.

But therein lies the rub: I wasn’t ready to write a full length novel in terms of my narrative technique. THE GRANDMASTER, as well as many of my published fiction, are in first person. First person narrative comes easy for me and I know that my supernatural crime novels, as well as the gothic horror novels that will follow, would flow better in third person. And my third person narrative wasn’t very polished, as well as other aspects of my writing style. I needed to grow as a writer in a technical and creative sense.

So, my goal was to create a story collection whose tales are intertwined, and whose themes, plots, and writing styles are slightly, if not completely, different from each other. And by doing so, I might be able to grow as a writer in terms of my technique. This is how IN OUR HOUSE was created. Two of the stories I wrote years ago and I completely revised them for the occasion. Some I wrote during the Master’s Program at Loyola Marymount University. Some I wrote specifically for this collection. And after I finished HOUSE, my learning curve has grown dramatically in terms of style and themes.

The main literary influences for HOUSE’s structure and style were Ray Bradbury’s THE MARTIAN CHRONICLES, Harlan Ellison’s THE DEATHBIRD STORIES, and Haruki Murikami’s AFTER THE QUAKE. All three story collections contained intertwined stories. This can be also said with IN OUR HOUSE: the reader has a glimpse of eight speculative fiction tales that are connected to each other, but each style is different: “Duet” has third person narrative with poetry; “Let Auld Acquaintance Be Forgot,” “Wash Cycle,” and “Crossing the Styx” are classic Twilight Zone horror tales (the first two are third person and the last is first person); “Id” is a first person black comedy; “Blessed Are Those” and “Touched” are spiritual morality tales (which is similar to stories written by Catholic author J.F. Powers, although I wasn’t familiar with his work during that time), and the title piece of the collection, “In His House,” is a post-apocalyptic novella that turned out to be one of the hardest stories I have ever written (although I did write the first draft in 23 hours straight through): it was not only in third person, the name of the protagonist is never revealed. Haruki Murakami did the same thing with an unnamed protagonist in his novel A WILD SHEEP CHASE and I wanted to see if I could pull that off. According to the online magazine, Bewildering Stories, I did pull it off. They not only published the story, they named it Editor’s Choice.

So, as far as IN OUR HOUSE is concerned, the reader will enter a world where characters face extraordinary circumstances. And if the readers pay close attention, they can see the thematic thread that connects them together. It was featured and performed at The New Short Fiction Series in Hollywood last year (http://www.newshortfictionseries.com/) and it was accepted for publication by Bards and Sages soon after.

Tell us a little about one of your favorite minor characters.  Will they show up in another book?

I knew for a fact that all my Wagner Mythos tales were going to be intertwined. And even though HOUSE wasn’t technically a Wagner Mythos book, I wanted it to be connected to the same “story world” as my other works. The one major character who connects HOUSE with the Wagner Mythos tales is Mike Cicero, the protagonist in “Duet.” I love Mike; the story is very autobiographical in many different ways and he and Cate are my most favorite characters in the book. And he’ll have a cameo appearance in a future Wagner Mythos tale (with another alter-ego of mine) years down the line. But his encounter with Chazz Lennox (his abusive foreman) in “Duet” is a significant connection because Chazz plays a major antagonist role in the next book I’m presently writing, which takes place years BEFORE he became foreman in “Duet.” Is Lennox my favorite minor character in HOUSE? Absolutely not. He’s based on the worst, most self-loathing professional bully I have ever encountered in my life. But both Mike and Lennox play important roles in future stories yet to come.

What is your favorite thing about writing? What is the best part of world building for you?

I think the best part about writing, about creating these characters and worlds, is it provides three things for me: an escape from reality (especially when it comes to personal pain), it serves as a conduit for tapping into some passionate energy—a determined drive—that every artist has, and/or it can help the artist face a truth either about himself or a situation that he/she faces. I have a philosophy: To speak your mind and write from your heart. Unfortunately, the first part of that philosophy has gotten me into trouble a few more times than I care to admit. But when it comes to writing—whether it’s in a journal, poetry, or prose—you can’t fake that. The truth of the artist comes out from the work, if that makes sense. When I return to a story and I take my characters through extraordinary circumstances, it feels as though I’m visiting old friends. And best of all, when my readers understand what I am trying to convey, especially seeing facets of my story that I didn’t even notice myself, it’s at that point that the work has a life of its own. I love describing new worlds, I love the interior conflicts that characters face (or try to hide from) and I love creating machine-gun dialog between characters that oftentimes moves like a couple swing-dancing on the dance floor.

How did you get started in writing? When did you realize that you were a story teller?

I think it all started when I was a little kid and I was re-creating famous scenes from my favorite old monster and science fiction movies, thanks to a HUGE box of crayons and a number of sketch pads. I still have those old drawings and I smile at the innocence of my youth. I knew back then I wanted to conjure tales, but I didn’t have the tools back then to pursue that goal. I was/am a TV, film, theatre, and comic book geek and I wanted to be in the arts somehow. When I was in high school, I read Bradbury’s THE MARTIAN CHRONICALS and THE OCTOBER COUNTRY, which changed my life when it came to loving speculative fiction and I wanted to be more than a reader. I did some creative writing during my undergraduate years, but life came into the picture I went through a number of career changes. I was a theatre actor for a number of years, and since I was a movie fan, I delved into the art of creating dialogue and learning the importance of character. Dialogue and plot is my forte (my years in theatre and watching films was a huge education), but writing fiction is a hell of a lot more than that. It wasn’t until I expanded my horizons into literature while attending the Graduate Program at Loyola Marymount University that helped me grow as a storyteller (I got a MA in English, Double Emphasis in Creative Writing and Literature). I didn’t get a lot out of the Creative Writing Program there, except it taught me more about editing than writing, but the literature courses and their reading curriculum were excellent. After I graduated with my Masters and created my publishing business, Ex Machina Press (www.exmachinapress.com), the creative dam broke and I’ve been pursing my craft ever since, trying to evolve as a storyteller with each passing day.

How do you come up with your ideas?  Do you start with an image, a character…?

For me: a story can be created from just about anything: dreams, people that I meet, current events, music, movies, plays, what have you. But it all starts with the characters; they always drive the story, with plot and dialogue coming in at a very close second. The one thing I love about Harlan Ellison is he sometimes gives “author notes” after each story in a collection (or he combines them together at the end of the book) and shares why he wrote the story in the first place.

Each story in HOUSE was created under different circumstances. “Duet” is pretty much a no brainer: I had writer’s block; poetry, classical music, and a lovely muse who I am eternally grateful for brought me out of it. “Let Auld” was a salute to Rod Serling and THE TWILIGHT ZONE. “Wash Cycle” was created while I was body-surfing along the waves in Maui during their Writer’s Retreat. “Id” was inspired by a question during a philosophy class: “What if our limbs took over our bodies?” “Blessed are Those” was a combination of my interest in World War Two history and my Traditional Catholic faith. “Crossing the Styx” was inspired when a mortician was sharing with me his supernatural experiences (I mentioned him in my Acknowledgements, but I am ashamed to say I forgot his name. And we met in a totally random way: in Vegas, of all places!).

“Touched” was inspired by someone asking me a profound question that serves as the foundation for the story. “In His House” came from both a dream and another major influence which I can’t reveal because it would give the twist of the story away.

Peter BalaskasAs you can see, all these stories came from such diverse sources and it is a writer’s job to capture that moment and somehow harness that source material, focusing it like a lens. I think Donald Margulies stated it perfectly in his play BROOKLYN BOY. I’m paraphrasing here, but one of his characters revealed that a writer’s creativity is composed of three parts: Invention, Imagination, and Memory. I also like to include passionate insanity, but that just me.

If you had a monster living under your bed, what would you name it?

No monsters are allowed anywhere near me. My muse is a very protective woman. If anyone wants to know who she is, they have to read the first story in my collection, “Duet.” :- D

If you had to share a house with a vampire, a werewolf or a ghost, which would you pick?

See previous answer. Although as far as vampires are concerned, I have been constantly targeted by them for the last twenty years. It’s called The Los Angeles Dating Scene. But my muse has scared them away. Also, I moved away from L.A. a year ago, and life is wonderful living at the beach.

What are three of your favorite movies?

I have favorite movies per genre: horror, comedy, action, etc. And they would be too many to count. Up until about a year ago, I had only one favorite movie of all time: THE SHAWSHANK REDEMPTION. It’s my favorite for a number of reasons: It’s the best film adaptation of a Stephen King story I have ever seen; it’s themes about hope transcend time; and, by chance, I saw it in three different countries when it first came out. It bombed at the box office in the U.S., but it sold out in England and Ireland.

Now, SHAWSHANK shares my #1 favorite film spot with THE KING’S SPEECH, which is one of the most humane stories I have ever seen, especially since it’s based on a true story. Wonderful ensemble cast (Geoffrey Rush and Helena Bonham Carter are two of my favorite actors), well-written, and beautifully paced. But two things won me over with regard to that film. The first is how Tom Hooper (the director) used Beethoven’s 7th (second movement) as background for the king’s speech. I mentioned before that music plays an important role in my writing and that piece is one of my favorites, if not my favorite of Beethoven’s. I’ve heard that piece many times in film, but that was the first where it was used with absolute perfection. In fact, I utilized that piece myself in both of my books: THE GRANDMASTER and “Crossing the Styx” in IN OUR HOUSE. I’m going to try not to use it in every book I write, but it will be hard.

The second reason why SPEECH became a favorite of mine is because of its screenwriter, David Seidler. One thing that blew me away was he honored the Queen Mother’s (King George VI’s wife) request NOT to write the screenplay while she was still alive (because the story was too painful for her to remember). And he waited over 20 years before the Queen Mother passed away and he began writing the story. And the fact that he won the Oscar, making him the oldest winner in that category, inspires me in two ways: 1) You can create a beautiful story and STILL maintain your integrity, and 2) It doesn’t matter how old you are, a writer can ultimately succeed with class and especially, HUMILITY.

What writers have inspired you the most?

In terms of the authors that have provided my initial foundation with regard to speculative fiction, it all started with Ray Bradbury. As I mentioned before, THE MARTIAN CHRONICLES changed my life and altered my vision when it comes to speculative fiction. Then came Harlan Ellison, Philip K. Dick, Robert Heinlein, Isaac Asimov, and Richard Matheson.

In terms of the scariest horror I have ever read, which is my favorite sub-genre in speculative fiction? My favorite authors would include William Peter Blatty (THE EXORCIST is my scariest novel and movie to date), Edgar Allen Poe, Dean Koontz, and H.P. Lovecraft. I would have to include Stephen King, as well. His novels and especially his characters seem to jump out from the page with their dimensionality and especially their dialogue. Lately, though, he’s starting to get formulaic and overdo it on the violence just for the sake of writing violence. But his older works, and especially his DARK TOWER series, are horror classics.
But then there are authors of literary fiction that have influenced me in terms of strengthening my narrative voice, my “poetics”, for lack of a better term. There’s James Joyce (PORTRAIT OF AN ARTIST AS A YOUNG MAN is one of my favorite novels), James Lee Burke, Dante, Hemmingway, Haruki Murakami, Steinbeck, and especially Louise Erdrich (not only a talented writer, but one of the classiest authors I have ever met. Absolutely no sign of ego AT ALL).

What is the biggest mistake that new writers make?

Never drink while corresponding through e-mail. More dangerous than drinking and driving.

Just kidding.

There are two biggest mistakes I see writers commit. The first has to do with attitude, rather than technique. Pride in your work is one thing; arrogance that you are the hottest thing around since sliced bread is a different animal. The first title that was published by Ex Machina Press was a fiction anthology called Silent Voices: a Creative Mosaic of Fiction, Volume One. And I utilized a quote from one of my favorite authors: James Lee Burke:

“And every artist who is honest—and most of them are when it comes
to their talent, the real ones—they will be the first to state the talent they
have, whatever degree of it they have, comes from someplace outside of
themselves. And those who claim that in effect they have manufactured
their art out of the wellspring of their own experiences who become, in
effect, arrogant and vain about their talent, are doomed to lose it. And
it’s taken from them and it’s given to somebody else. But almost every
artist will tell you that it comes from someplace outside of themselves. I
think there’s something truly mystical about art, that art is the one area in which we share in the province of God.”

When creating a work of art—writing, acting, filmmaking, music—it takes confidence, passion, disciple and a HEALTHY dose of pride and ego. However, when writers get too involved inside their own heads and a sense of egocentric behavior is developed, to the extent that they project their arrogance towards fellow writers, that is where the writer falls from artistic grace, and they fall badly. You create a work, you become proud of that work, but then you harness a type of HUMILITY and GRATITUDE that you were able to do something that not many people can do. You don’t become an arrogant, elitist snob about it to others.

And this type of artistic humility is something that should be taught in creative writing programs. Unfortunately, it isn’t (especially at Loyola Marymount University, where I received both my BS and my MA), and that leads to the second mistake I see writer’s commit (especially young writers): choosing an inferior creative writing program in order to improve your writing. I was extremely disappointed by the snobbery and literary bigotry that was present at the Creative Writing Program at LMU. The elitist arrogance was mainly shown by the various graduate student cliques over there. It’s something that the faculty in the English Department should have placed a muzzle on during their classes, especially the creative writing workshops. I was disparaged by some faculty and most of the graduate students because I write “genre,” which isn’t considered to be “true literature” in their eyes. During my time there, the workshops taught me two things: how to be an objective editor and how to deal with the privileged, literary snobs who are immersed in their own egos and talent (and many of them were talented authors). If the faculty at L.M.U. (or any esteemed creative writing programs in the country) reinforced their workshops with a strong sense of moral ethics, the atmosphere wouldn’t be hostile to mainstream writers. And that was the reason why I created Ex Machina Press at the time. It didn’t matter what kind of writing or “genre” you were writing, as long as the quality was good. It was a nurturing atmosphere for all our contributors and it felt good to create a venue where the goal was to help the writer grow within their work, not their personal, self-serving egos. I hope that the environment improves over there, as well as other creative writing programs that seem to turn a blind eye to literary snobbery, which discourages so many young writers who have a gift for telling good mainstream stories.

So, the best way for a writer to avoid the habit of creating and projecting elitist ego can be summed up when St. Bernard of Clairvaux was asked to name the four Cardinal Virtues, and he answered “Humility, humility, humility, humility.” And that is a true testament of any artist. It’s a test for me constantly. Whenever a positive situation happens with my own writing, I do need to spread the word about it because, speaking as a writer who has no agent nor publicist, I have to market and promote my own work in order to help with sales. That’s simple professional survival. I learned that when I was owner, editor and marketing director of Ex Machina Press, and I’m applying that experience to my own work. However, my test is to not overdo it. Hopefully, I’m staying on that road and I’m practicing what I’m preaching.

What are you working on now? 

I am now back on track writing my first full length novel that is part of the Wagner Mythos series, which I started with THE GRANDMASTER. Only this book—and the next few after that—will precede before that short novel. In the beginning of THE GRANDMASTER, Dr. Wagner (the protagonist) mentions in his journal regarding a lot of things that happened before his recent diary entries. This first novel is the first missing piece in that puzzle. It’s a supernatural thriller that deals with a psychic hunting a vicious serial killer. I’m in the research stage and I’ll be writing the main text very soon. I’ve written in many forms: short story, short-short story, novella, and the short novel form. It’s time to go to the next step. It’s not only a necessity in a creative sense, but also professionally as well because that is what agents are looking for: novelists that can write a series of exciting tales. And I hope to be one of those that are worthy of representation, God willing.

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I almost said that she was starting off our November with a Punch, but thought that was tacky, even for me. Anyway, please let me introduce you to Erin Lale, author of the Punch series, our amazing guest today. book cover art Punch 7

Please, tell us about your latest book.

Punch is a 7 book series stuffed to the gills with cool techy transmedia stuff: pictures, sound, and video. Because of the limitations of current ebook technology, I had to move the video to a host site rather than embed it; I love being on the cutting edge and am always trying to push the envelope of technology. The story of Punch is also inspired by technology, built on a hard sf foundation, answering the question: What if alien psychiatric drugs were used on human POWs? The story explores the social consequences of the alien drug loritril by following the life story of ex-Marine Carla Punch. There are a lot of very serious issues explored in the series, but it’s also a space opera and has a lot of comic relief, too, and of course plenty of fighting and ass-kicking.

Tell us a little about one of your favorite minor characters. Will they show up in another book?self portrait

One of my favorite minor characters is the lawyer Jason Hernandez. When we first meet him, he’s described as “white-haired and sporting the kind of paunch common to the working rich who have no time to take care of themselves.” He’s supposed to be a sympathetic character at first– after all, he was the one who got Carla Punch out of the stockade all those years ago– so when he shows up in a later book on the other side of a case from her, there’s really a sense of tension and fear that comes with the possibility of betrayed confidences and a reversal of friendship. But of course, he hasn’t changed; he’s still on the side of the defense. What’s changed is that Carla has acquired a new career that puts her on the side of law enforcement. It really shows up the changes in her life.

What inspired you to write this novel?

Some people give their problems to a higher power. I gave mine to an action hero. Carla Punch is very much based on me, and her story deals with a lot of the same issues I deal with in my nonfiction memoir Greater Than the Sum of My Parts: My Triumph Over Dissociative Identity Disorder. Some of those issues are recovery from PTSD, the way society treats those with disabilities, career issues, gender identity, infertility, and religious conversion experiences.

How do you go about picking your character’s names?

With the alien names, I just like the sound. For the human names, the first thing of course is always what ethnicity the character is. In the Punch series, all the human characters with political power of any kind are Nigerian, so they have Nigerian names. The reason for that is that when I created this universe, I was working in the tech dept. at Sprint-Nextel and I worked with several Nigerians, and I was thinking that Nigeria is going to be the next India, the next powerhouse nation of technical minds. So since most of the character names in the book were going to be unfamiliar to the average reader, I wanted the main character’s name to be a simple, easy name for most English speakers, and Carla is as simple and English as it gets. And of course Punch is an actual English word with a meaning– and the main character’s hobby is punching people out in bar fights, so that’s how her name came about.

What is your favorite thing about writing?

There is just too much to even think coherently about a favorite thing.

How did you get started in writing?

When I was a little kid, my mom published children’s stories and academic papers and sold some jokes to comedians. She’s the writer of the Joan Rivers plastic surgery joke, “See this dimple on my chin? It used to be my navel.” So when I came up with little songs and poems as a child, she wrote them down and helped me get them published. The first thing I wrote that was eventually published, I wrote at age 7. But when I got older, she went back to work in a “real job”, teaching public school. My older brother, 9 years older than me, got a degree in Creative Writing from San Franscisco State U. but never published anything, so I grew up considering writing to be not a practical career. Although I did freelance writing on and off my whole life, I never really thought of it as a genuine career path for me until this year.

How do you come up with your ideas? Do you start with an image, a character…?

The idea comes first, and the idea is always a hard-sf idea– even when I’m writing magical realism! You can see that effect in my short story Noble Northern Spirit, which you can download free on my yahoo group LaleLibrary– but after the initial idea, it’s all dialogue. The characters talk to each other in my head, and I note it down. When I go to do the actual writing, I’m largely stringing together plots to make all the dialogue fit together and make sense. Often I’m in a hurry to get the plot down before I forget how it all fits together, and the first draft is likely to have things in it like “space battle goes here.” I write the action scenes last. For me, writing action is so effortless that I always know I can put in some great fighting when I’m done with the hard parts.

If you had a monster living under your bed, what would you name it?

Um, probably Flatty, since my bed goes all the way to the floor, and he’d have to be microns tall to fit under there. Or Squished. Naw, Flatty, a cape-like shadow creature that flaps around with big stingray wings… darn it, you just gave me another story idea! I have too many to ever manage to write them all already! lol.

If you could have a truly unusual pet, what would it be?

I do have an usual pet, a Bengal named Beni-Wan Cat-Obi.

What are you working on now?

In addition to my own novel series Punch, I’m also publishing anthologies of other authors’ short stories in the Time Yarns Universe. Time Yarns is not like other shared worlds because what holds it together is not the setting or characters but the way physics and magic work in all the different time continua. Time Yarns is a universe of alternate universes. The two anthologies that are coming out in 2012 are Cassandra’s Time Yarns and Anarchy Zone Time Yarns. 2013 will be Cat’s Cradle Time Yarns, with a cat theme. The anthologies feature fiction and art, and I’m hoping to include music, video, and animation in future anthologies too. These are open submission anthologies, so if you’re a writer or other creator, check out the Time Yarns site and if you’re interested, I’ll send you the Shared World Guide.

If people from the future could describe you or your career in one word, what word would you like it to be?

Polymath.

Do you have any hobbies?

Making quilt tops. Before the Great Recession and the subsequent Not-So-Great Depression, I operated a custom fabric dyeing business for 8 years. Now I have all this fabric, unsold inventory. Some of it I’ve used for practical things like curtains and upholstery and clothes (costumes for WorldCon do count as clothes, yes?), but a lot of the little pieces, especially the tiny test strips, end up in quilts.

What are three of your favorite movies?

Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, and… my own movie, Rain Dance, a short magical realist art film (you can look it up on IMdB) which I wrote and directed.

Do you know any other languages?

I used to speak Russian, decades ago. My college degree was in Soviet Political Analysis. It seemed like a good idea at the time. I wanted to be a CIA officer. Actually I wanted to be a military pilot, but I’m visually impaired and have asthma, and even as a young teen I knew that would not be a practical dream to pursue, and I thought I’d be good at intelligence analysis. Not to mention that women didn’t get to fly fighters back then. So Carla Punch’s career has a strong wish-fulfillment element to it, in addition to dealing with some of my personal issues.

What is the best part of world building for you?

Creating a world I want to live in, just like I enjoy living in Middle Earth when I’m reading a Tolkien story. Obviously the Time Yarns Universe is far from being a paradise, and some of the alarming trends of our own time have been taken to horrifying extremes, like the pro fighters of the future engaging in lethal naked mixed-gender cage matches. But Time Yarns is still a place I like to be, because it affords me a freedom of action that the real world and many other sf or fantasy universes don’t. The Punch series is essentially about a woman reinventing herself and healing herself, and no matter how dark things get for her, there is always hope and possibility.

What is the biggest mistake that new writers make?

Thinking that just writing a good story is enough. Writing and publishing are different beasts. Most of what I do as a writer is what I’m doing right now: publicizing my story. If no one hears of it, no one will buy it. Of course, if you have a publisher who will publicize it for you, that’s great. But not all writers can depend on that.

What is something that always makes you happy?
Really good dark chocolate.



1. Please, tell us about your latest book.

Brainstorm_Cover[Gordon Kessler] Jezebel is actually a revision of my very first thriller novel. I wrote the first version back in 1991, got a publishing contract on it a couple of months later, then waited three years for it to be published. On the same week that 10,000 copies were to roll off the press, I got word that the publishing house had gone bankrupt. It took years for me to get the story back, revise it (it nearly doubled in size), and publish it again. Now, it’s out in eBook, besides the more conventional trade paperback and hardcover.

I wrote Jezebel while going through a divorce—that’s the excuse I use to friends and family for seeming to have such a twisted mind! Still, even though it was my first novel, I think it might be my best-written thriller. Women seem to really enjoy it, and many have told me that they couldn’t put it down until they read the last line during the wee hours of the morning. The characters have emotional depth and are everyday Jill and Joes. That is until Jezebel goes on the loose, terrorizing the city. At that point, the characters find themselves in a pressure cooker—pushed beyond their limits.

Jezebel isn’t a mad or ferocious dog, ordinarily. The gentle, loving giant has been manipulated and is on a mission that the reader won’t understand until the end. But the reader should be able to guess who the antagonist is early on—the mystery is more “why,” “what will happen next” and “how will the killings be stopped.” So Jezebel is neither a conventional “whodunit” mystery nor is it one of those stories that you’ll want to read the last few pages first. They won’t make much sense, unless you’ve read the entire book. I think it makes a great Halloween season, spooky thriller, and would be a wonderful Christmas present for the suspense reader in the family/friend circle—especially since it and my other thrillers are on sale for only $.99 (limited time only).

VBT_BookCoverBanner_Jezebel2. Tell us a little about one of your favorite minor characters. Will they show up in another book?

[Gordon Kessler] My favorite minor characters would have to be Doc and Patsy White Cloud. They’re an elderly Native American couple who own a veterinary clinic. They’re also like parents to the protagonist Tony Parker. I think most readers will love them. Will they show up in another book? Well, let me just say that depends—you might understand better when you read the book.

3. What is your favorite thing about writing?

[Gordon Kessler] I think one of my favorite things is the solitude, the opening up of my imagination and watching a story unfold without really knowing what will happen next. When I know I’m on to a good story is when it seems to be writing itself on autopilot, and the surprises that come up are just as unexpected to me as they will be to the reader—I love that. I also love the companionship—the fellowship with other writers who love the same thing I do. I’m president of the Kansas Writers Association, again this year: an organization I helped found fifteen years ago and was their first president, as well. Then, there’s the readers—probably the most pleasurable thing about writing for me is when a reader I’ve never met tells me how much she loved my story, and that she can’t wait to read the next one.

4. How did you get started in writing?

[Gordon Kessler] When I took my first college class—English Comp—my instructor encouraged me to become a writer. She gave me straight “A’s” and always read my papers aloud to the class. Years later, I caught the novel-writing bug when I was going through some hard times, and it was great therapy. I’ve loved it ever since.

5. What does your family think about your writing?

[Gordon Kessler] My kids and friends love my writing and are very supportive. I’ve used my son and daughter’s names for characters, as well as a few of my friends. I think it’s fun for them to see their names in print.

6. Do you have any writing rituals?

[Gordon Kessler] I like to listen to percussions (especially Taiko drums) when writing action scenes. It really pumps me up and gets my heart rate and mind racing.

7. What are you working on now?

[Gordon Kessler] I’m working on a sequel to my sci-fi thriller Brainstorm called The Master Plan. It’s a blast, and full of scientific theory, theological possibilities and action. I think my readers will love it! After that, I plan to write a sequel to Jezebel—that’s going to be great fun, as well.

8. Do you have any hobbies?

[Gordon Kessler] I’ve done some sailing, skydiving, SCUBA and snow skiing, and I enjoy all of it. The problem is finding the time and the place to do any of these things.

9. What are three of your favorite movies?

[Gordon Kessler] Crazy as it may sound: The African Queen, Quigley Down Under and any of the Bourne trilogy. Beat that eclectic combo!

10. What writers have inspired you the most?

[Gordon Kessler] My mentors, sci-fi writer Mike McQuay and mainstream writer Leonard Bishop—they taught me everything I do correctly. May they rest in peace. The writers I most enjoy reading are Douglas Preston, James Rollins, James Patterson (Cross novels), Clive Cussler and Dean Koontz.

11. When did you realize that you were a story teller?

[Gordon Kessler] In third grade I wrote a sci-fi thriller called Zerk from Zenus. Zerk saved the Earth by using his laser lasso to pull our dear planet back from certain obliteration when it fell out of orbit with the Sun.

12. What is the biggest mistake that new writers make?

[Gordon Kessler] Many beginners rush their stories. They don’t understand how to build suspense and realism by drawing out the drama. It takes time and millions of words on paper for writers to really learn their craft, comprehend the tools available to them, find their own style and to understand how to best entertain their readers.
13. What is something that always makes you happy?

[Gordon Kessler] My Golden Retriever puppy wagging her tail. Please, give me your comments; what makes a good scare for you, my dear bloggers?

By the way: Please check out my book trailers on YouTube: Jezebel at: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zHD9pmHOzk&feature=related; and Brainstorm at: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6eDjWJFbRdI. My blog: www.WMxBlog.com and my websites: www.GordonKessler.com and www.ReadersMatrix.com. I have other blogs and websites for writers. And you can always find my books at any online bookstore, including Amazon, B&N, iBooks, Nook, etc. All three of my thrillers are currently on sale in eBook formats for only $.99—trying to get those sales numbers soaring! Of course, you can find them in traditional paperback and hardcover at reasonable prices, as well.

Thanks again for hosting me on your blog! Happy reading!

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Ah, the life of a writer. All glamour.

I did a book signing Saturday. I was nice, but nothing exciting. Some websites had me as a guest, which was even nicer:

Bards and Sages have ten random facts about me…

T.L. Haddix posted an excerpt of my book

And finally, a wonderful interview with J.A. Beard.

I’m writing well right now, which is why the radio silence. I want to get another book done, so it’s write, fence, watch NCIS, sleep. I’ve also been reading about grotesques, vardos, and medieval traveling entertainers…which is all stuff for the two books I hope to write. *grins*



I am not doing well in the writing world right now. I have an ear infection, and my left ear aches, and I can’t hear things…I can’t hear my own foots steps, and you know, it’s the sound of our own footfalls that keep us connected to reality, to assure us that we are still, point of fact, alive. I’m also taking cold medicine to make things drain, so my connection to reality is tenuous, at best.

So, I start to write. And then my mind wanders to other points of the book (I wrote the end, last night, while trying to fall asleep, for example.) and I drift off. And then my left ear hurts particularly bad, and I go, “Oh! I am awake now! Ouch!”

I don’t trust myself to do blog interviews, either, so today is a wash. But then, so have the past several days. This infection is a beast.

I have been reading the Gail Carriger series, and enjoying it very much. I only have the first two, I’ll get the rest during the holidays. I like the idea that vampires and werewolves become what they are because they have too much soul, rather than none at all.

I went to the ear doctor yesterday, and had a singularly unsatisfying experience. Partly because I did not get what I wanted (antibiotics) but I could have put that aside as sulking if it wasn’t for the fact that he pulled my ears rather roughly, causing me much more pain than I felt that I deserved. I feel pressure on my inner ear…there’s a lot of liquid coming out…and part of me is worried that the ointment and drops he recommended is not really going to help much. Had a much worse experience at Wal Mart…waited an hour so I could get my prescription filled, was told that they don’t take my insurance. I gave up, thoroughly disheartened (I was in pain, tired, and light headed.) and so we have to see if the medicine he wants me to get helps at all tonight.

So, that’s my life right now. Reading. Heating pads. Still watching two episodes a night of NCIS. Sleeping. Being eager, inside, to do something else with my life, but having the body laugh bitterly at me. You know. The usual.